Where has summer gone?!

Time flies by so fast! It seems like only yesterday that it was spring, and now summer is half way over! What happened? I feel like I didn't get done all the things that I wanted to, because I was waiting for the sun to come out and it didn't come out very much at all, and I just was lazy. I have a problem with being lazy. I need to do something, but I don't do it because I don't want to. I am very unhappy with this because it ends up causing more problems. I have been trying to work on it but it, but it is not easy. I am trying to do stuff when it needs to be done and not waiting till feel like doing it. I have moods where I like to clean more than others, or moods where I like to do different things in general. I need to clean when it needs to be done!

I want to become a better person, but I feel like I fail quite a lot. I am a little frustrated with myself right not so I am ranting at myself.

A slightly happier topic is that the sun did come out for several days in a row. To day it is cloudy, but we needed to cool of a little. Because of the past dreary weather we started school, we only do it on icky days like today, on sunny days we take the day off, that way we have something to do on the yucky days. The weather really has been driving me mad! I want the sun to come out! I am normally not all that bothered by the weather, but this has gotten to me!

I have started Mansfield Park. I am very happy with it so far. I love Fanny's sweet, humble, kind personality! I love Edmund's kindness and smartness!

Blessings

~Elizabeth